First

We undressed ourselves with trepidation hiding yet watching curious but fearful. You turned away from me sitting on the unmade bed crumpled white sheets and you tore open the wrapper. You kiss me unsure of what to do next I have no guidance for you. Your weight presses down I don’t know If it’s in……

Apathy

It pushes my face underwater asks me what do you want? My response is lost in the bubbles struggling to breathe and I try to want something. My response is nothing I don’t want anything other than to tell apathy to go away. I try to get out of bed but instead I sleep even……

Cave

The clouds fill the air like a thick smoke gray as the rocks, bearing down on me like walls of a cave. It’s winter but a sweatshirt keeps me warm enough, and it feels just like fall, just like spring, the clouds ever present until summer when I still wear a sweatshirt. Beyond the gray……